Genres piss me off...
AAAhhhh i am soo irritated! Casey is being stupid and is being very closed minded about shit. I am trying to explain stuff to him but he obviously doesn't know how to think outside the box and keeps saying to same shit that he said to me two minutes before. I told him a thousand times before that i like to compare stuff to the crap that i am explaining. But he'll just sit there and be like: Well, what does that have anything to do with music? or something stupid like that. AAAHHh!!!!! God damn it. I hate his stupid genre shit. He is so ignorant and doesn't realize it. I am ignorant, too (so the people who get on here later won't be like "dane your ignorant but youre to arrogant and ignorant to realize this). Haha!!! I fucking know i am ignorant and i don't fucking sit there and act like i know everything because i know that i don't know everything, but i do like to logically figure out things and also i like thinking outside of the box so that i can get outta things easy. i am a good bullshitter, lets just say that much. Fuck! Genres are many times based on perspective. He said something about some band being considered a certain genre. I told him keyword: considered. that is therefore saying that it is based on perspective. He just said i was a moron and stupid shit like that and that i need to go read a music history and read up on genres. That infuriates me because he doesn't know what the fuck i meant by genres are based on ones perspective. if i wanted to, i could say that all the shit i listen to is pop and all the shit that is "considered" pop by the majority of the people, is shit. Slipknot to me could be pop and i like slipknot alot, but brittany spears to me is shit and i hate her with a fiery passion because her music sucks. I don't care about anything mean that anyone has to say to me because they can go suck a fucking dick. That is why i liked tara so much. She fucking understood most of what i said or was trying to say but didn't know how. but now thats gone so fuck you if you don't understand. I am so annoyed now. Annoyed with myself and with everything i guess. just fucking shoot me if you hate me god damn it. I don't care.
i need to find someone who fucking understands. Who just agrees with me 95% of the time and who i agree with just about 95% of the time. My mind is everywhere today, because i have been keeping my thoughts in my head. I keep my thoughts in my head because ppl fucking yell at me if i don't and i like comments but i hate negitive comments. if you or anyone doesn't have the ability to think outside the box or think about what it is i am saying or the message behind my words or the point that i am trying get across, then fuck off and don't read anymore of my journals. AAAHHH! ROAR! GROWL! RUFF! BARK! i am scary. I am insane, leave me alone (hint: i am trying to scare you off not trying to get you to think i am insane. Think about the reasons i would say the shit that i do).
Well, i feel like an idiot because of the people in my "fabulous" fucking life. Even if i am right and i know i am right the "fabulous" people in the near "perfect" shitty life i live in always has a way to fucking pull me down by putting me down. I know that i am not always right, and when i am wrong i'll openly admit that i was wrong. But, shit, my perspective is different than yours and you'll have to except that! Perspectives cannot be wrong because it is just a person's opinion and what they think, see, or feel and you people act like it is wrong all the time because you think differently. Now i do get most of my facts mixed up so yes i am ignorant. Ah, what the fuck is the point of this. Fuck me, i'm dumb. Fucking put a gun to my fucking head and pull the god damn trigger 'cause i am a fucking sore on the face of society. "Its the only way to save humanity!" Fuck! The only way to save humanity is to kill humanity and that is the sad truth. The only fucking way to end world hunger is to kill humanity. The only way to fucking end war is to fucking kill humanity. Fuck you, and fuck me. I am a bitter fucking person til i die. So please put a gun to my head and i'll fucking help you pull that fucking trigger because i am only a fucking bruise on you and everyone around me!
i need to find someone who fucking understands. Who just agrees with me 95% of the time and who i agree with just about 95% of the time. My mind is everywhere today, because i have been keeping my thoughts in my head. I keep my thoughts in my head because ppl fucking yell at me if i don't and i like comments but i hate negitive comments. if you or anyone doesn't have the ability to think outside the box or think about what it is i am saying or the message behind my words or the point that i am trying get across, then fuck off and don't read anymore of my journals. AAAHHH! ROAR! GROWL! RUFF! BARK! i am scary. I am insane, leave me alone (hint: i am trying to scare you off not trying to get you to think i am insane. Think about the reasons i would say the shit that i do).
Well, i feel like an idiot because of the people in my "fabulous" fucking life. Even if i am right and i know i am right the "fabulous" people in the near "perfect" shitty life i live in always has a way to fucking pull me down by putting me down. I know that i am not always right, and when i am wrong i'll openly admit that i was wrong. But, shit, my perspective is different than yours and you'll have to except that! Perspectives cannot be wrong because it is just a person's opinion and what they think, see, or feel and you people act like it is wrong all the time because you think differently. Now i do get most of my facts mixed up so yes i am ignorant. Ah, what the fuck is the point of this. Fuck me, i'm dumb. Fucking put a gun to my fucking head and pull the god damn trigger 'cause i am a fucking sore on the face of society. "Its the only way to save humanity!" Fuck! The only way to save humanity is to kill humanity and that is the sad truth. The only fucking way to end world hunger is to kill humanity. The only way to fucking end war is to fucking kill humanity. Fuck you, and fuck me. I am a bitter fucking person til i die. So please put a gun to my head and i'll fucking help you pull that fucking trigger because i am only a fucking bruise on you and everyone around me!