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[pussindocs]

last night i had the worst night mare ever. it was about andy.
it felt like the dream lasted all night then i woke up with a horrible headache.

for some unknown reason i decided to get back with andy, but then after a day i had realised i made a terrible mistake. so i told him i had changed my mind and that i was leaving. he did not handle it well at all and started to hurt me. he chased me and bashed me and yelled at me and then started to break things in my house. he threw my jewelery all over the floor.
he took my mobile so i couldnt call for help. then i found my car keys and tried to get away.
then i ran back into the house and locked him out and tried to call the police but he had taken one of the phones off the hook and then he got back into the house and hurt me again.
i managed to push him off and get to another phone to call the police...the police came and i i was so scared i hid behind them.

that was the end of the dream. i woke up with a headache.

omg it was the worst dream ever.

once when i was with andy, we were in New Zealand. we had had a massive fight and he pushed me out of the way and i fell over.

i know i keep saying it, but im so glad im not with him any more.
i think i may actually hate him.