May 28, 2007 16:16
i cant help but to make comparisons. you know when you have expectations, get ready for disappointments.
when i dont expect anything, i tend to be ignorant and ignorance is bliss according to you. to me, its the little things that make a bigger picture. i like all the small little details. its important. thats why a a simple dress can cost alot. its the intricate details that makes up for it. when you have been given the best of things, you cant help but to expect more from it. a bit less and its not up to your standard. if you really love someone, you tend to give that person your everything. and that goes without asking. sincerity goes a long way. but if you claim that person is the love of your life, why do you give less than the person you had been with before. doesnt make sense. maybe its in your nature that you had given everyting before so now its time to take a rest and focus more on yourself. you dont realize what you've been doing or giving coz you're not at the receiving end.
in the past, you've been giving and giving but sadly its for the wrong person who doesnt appreciate any of it. but now since you've found the one as so you claim, why have you stop giving? did you think it is time for you to receive? how can you receive when you have not give. sacrifices is one of it. trust, time, commitment is another priority. asking for things is not sincere. you have to give from your own free will. make sure it is better than what you've been giving from before. thats the only way to determine if the person is the best of your everything.