boo-urns
Forgiveness is a really tough thing. I would never not attempt to be forgiving, but sometimes I think that it's not always possible.
It's weird how you can be so close to people then suddenly, you aren't and you really can't imagine how you ever were. Seeing different sides of people can really fuck you up.
I've decided to give up on some people, at least for the time being. I think it's advisable to put your efforts where they will be reciprocated in most cases. I mean, you can't do everything looking for reciprocation but when all you get is hurt or made to feel like shit, what would be the point of continuing on like that?
I deserve to be valued and at the very least, treated with some maturity and respect...but I think in some cases, people I held dear to me couldn't begin to give me that.
I think I'm tired of feeling like a secondary character in my own life (funny, I think I've wrote that here before) and I'm really going to stop letting people treat my like that. I don't know how, but I have to.
I'm sick of being "just there" ...and I'm sick of being made to feel like shit.
So, I'm sick of a lot of things.
It's weird how you can be so close to people then suddenly, you aren't and you really can't imagine how you ever were. Seeing different sides of people can really fuck you up.
I've decided to give up on some people, at least for the time being. I think it's advisable to put your efforts where they will be reciprocated in most cases. I mean, you can't do everything looking for reciprocation but when all you get is hurt or made to feel like shit, what would be the point of continuing on like that?
I deserve to be valued and at the very least, treated with some maturity and respect...but I think in some cases, people I held dear to me couldn't begin to give me that.
I think I'm tired of feeling like a secondary character in my own life (funny, I think I've wrote that here before) and I'm really going to stop letting people treat my like that. I don't know how, but I have to.
I'm sick of being "just there" ...and I'm sick of being made to feel like shit.
So, I'm sick of a lot of things.