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T.V and sleep are horrific drugs, they are complete and perefect downers, you can spend your whole life hooked and not even care, if you sleep for twelve, fourteen hours a day, everyday, you use t.v to break up the time between eatin and shittin, then repeat. Pot, alcohal, even ciggarets, at least those destructions bring some fleeting moment of joy, a euphoria, they bring friends and experience, stories. But sleep and t.v, nothing but an aching sense of shame, but your so busy, so many things to watch, and your awake for such a short time, the t.v shows divide up your week. Shoot heroine before you start to sleep and watch t.v all day, all week, all month, at least with heroin you get real pain, not just bad dreams and crappy t.v