Feb 05, 2007 17:32
oh mother.
how i do love you, but you treat me like im a 14 year old trouble maker. she treats me like shit. i really cant stand it shes one of hte biggest hypocrites i know.
there are times where i give in i know but its like if i dont then i fel bad, but other times i dont understand why she has to take every thing out on me its not my fault that shes been living alife of pain the past few years but yet im treated like it is.
ive fucked up once, i stole got arrested but i learned from that. and she cant realize that im nota trouble maker i could be a very shitty person but im not yet im treated like acriminal im really sick and tired of it because
ill go out of my way to do things that makes her happy, yet really shes never happy.
it makes no sense to me i cant do anything right, ever. ill do laundry or start it then ill want togo hang with friends ill leave a load in the dryer and she gets mad that i left laundry, um hello.
atleast im responsible enoguh to do these things with out her asking,
i mean what the fuck does she want me to do.
ive noticed ever since i told her i dont belive in god shes treated me like i worship the devil.
which i dont so fuck that. she really needs to grow the fuck up and realize iman adult and ineed tobe treated like it she bitches atme about childish shit, or if i do something she doesnt liek shell bitch but if i bitched at her for doing somthing i dont like im in deep shit, so its like what do i fucking do? ive tried talkin to her it fixes things for about hmm 5 minutres or makes it worse
the last few fights weve gotten into ive been so close to leaving but i kow if i do i probably wont beable to come back fora hwile, but maybe its what i need, achance at freedom.
what do yout hink i should do?
besides fix typos lol