Gotta love the pain...
Just so...valuable I guess.
As I hurt myself, I feel good. Revived even. Almost as if everytime I break my skin or what-have-you, I'm breaking another chain link that ties me down. I continue until I'm free.
But then there are the people that hurt me. That never feels good. Having someone you call friend or even something more hurting you. And they never show remorse. They just act as if you hurt them. As if them hurting you was your fault. You didn't make them lie. You didn't make them go away. You didn't pull them away from you either.
I don't know. I guess I shouldn't even be saying a damn thing. I probably have no right to. I brought it all on myself right? Ya...that's right...I'm just a magnet for pain and I can't shut off the power. Damn me, damn me to my own little hell. Another one, and yet one more as I leave the previous. I'll fight my own damned demons. I just wish you people wouldn't create more for me.
If only you would actually help me instead. I guess I shouldn't be asking for things either...
And so I will end with this...
Warum werde ich nicht satt?
As I hurt myself, I feel good. Revived even. Almost as if everytime I break my skin or what-have-you, I'm breaking another chain link that ties me down. I continue until I'm free.
But then there are the people that hurt me. That never feels good. Having someone you call friend or even something more hurting you. And they never show remorse. They just act as if you hurt them. As if them hurting you was your fault. You didn't make them lie. You didn't make them go away. You didn't pull them away from you either.
I don't know. I guess I shouldn't even be saying a damn thing. I probably have no right to. I brought it all on myself right? Ya...that's right...I'm just a magnet for pain and I can't shut off the power. Damn me, damn me to my own little hell. Another one, and yet one more as I leave the previous. I'll fight my own damned demons. I just wish you people wouldn't create more for me.
If only you would actually help me instead. I guess I shouldn't be asking for things either...
And so I will end with this...
Warum werde ich nicht satt?