this is just silly.

Dec 08, 2009 02:22

As I climbed the mountain of sanity, in hope to reach the top, I thought that I had come to my destination. I struggled to pull myself up, but when I looked above, I realized that there was much more climbing to do. Exhausted from all the excess baggage of stress, I decided to drop things that weren't important to me. In a reckless manner, I cut things loose one by one, and carelessly watched them fall away.

Confident that I would now have an easier time, I climbed faster than I ever had. So fast, in fact, that I never paid attention enough to see if the rocks below my hands and feet were stable. I reached a rough spot on this mountain, and quickly lost control. I fell so far, that I was lower than the original starting point. Not quite the bottom of the mountain, but too close for comfort.

Beaten and bruised, I'll uncomfortably sit here waiting. Fearing and expecting the worst. Now it hits me... Things that I didn't need while I was almost at the top of the mountain, sure would have come in handy at this point. There is nothing I can do because I let go of things I needed. There is no stable ground to be able to get up and get going again.
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