May 24, 2005 23:21
meh...
i don't really have much to say...and i don't really have much time to write much.
but i figure that as much as i don't want to remember the way that my senses and feelings are having some serious spasms and are slowly, but sure as fucking hell surely going to bring me to my grave, i should probably make this mark so i can look back and laugh at my instability.
and just as i gain some serious solid foundation to place my swollen feet on - and the rug has been pulled from under me - and i'm sliding with such powerful momentum in the direction of a sturdy brick wall. a wall where i'm going to splat into. and pick my arse up off the ground. again. i mean it's all worth something in the end. right.