a phone call that i never expected!!!
well today was a very hectic day...i mean things were screwed up with this one guy but he isnt all that important to me anyway!!!well i had gotten great news today though..i am finally passing all of my classes so this means i am going to stay here...thank god!!!well in other news....i got and im from someone who i thought was out of my life forever....it was real great hearing from him again. its so wierd how i was finally getting over him and here he comes back into my life...well so i thought .....but the conversation went ok and then he decided to call me so we can talk more. so he did and as the other line had rang i could just feel my heart drop i mean i care for this guy soo much he doesnt even kno!!well we talked about how our lives have been going and how things have been since the last time we had talked..it was great...then he apologized for hurting me!!!in his words..." im sorry for everything i did to u i kno i treated you bad and i just want to apologize for treating you like that even though you never deserved it..."and so on. i never thought he would ever apologize for what he had done to me but i just told him as long as he is happy now then i am happy for him ...that all i want is for him to be happy with who he is...its the greatest feeling knowing that you are still thought of...we are just gonna keep it on the fried level and i am fine with that...i mean things are great with his girlfriend and i am glad that he finally has somone to make him happy!!! now all i need is to be happy with someone too but for that i will wait cus all great things come to those who wait and i dont think that i will die if i dont have the perfect guy in my life right now i mean if he is worth waiting for then he must be perfect right..and i am not going to look for it anymore ill just wait for it to come to me!!!well thats all people....i hope you enjoyed this day as much as i did....i think by far this day was great:besides the guy drama:but other than that it was "fantabulous" ...hehee.
i havent had a smile on my face like the one i had today ....it felt nice to be in the best mood of your life...for once in a long time i felt like i was in luv again!!!
well good luck to everyone and thanxs to those who care and who have been there fro me threw the hard times and good times..i love all you gurls and guys with all my heart!!!luv ya byes!!