behind this smile!!
hello everyone!!well i thot i would stop by and let everyone kno how i am doing!!the summer has been okey soo far..i just really miss being at home and hanging out with my gurlies(i miss you all by the way)!!!but this vaction has been really interesting..for the fact that i have met some new people and i have reunited with some of old friends that i have missed forever!!its the greatest feeling ever knowing that u were still remembered and missed after soo long...these gurls meant alot to me and i am finally bac with the people i started off with.....omg its great! and today was cool too cus sumone that i didnt realize i was close to told me he thinks of me as a best friend!it a great feeling also knowing that u have a made adiference in sumone..it was funny how we both realized that he tells me everything!!! not only that but my mom keeps on telling me how much she misses me and really wants me bac.i mean dont get me wrong i luv her but it would be a real big change for me and i really dont think i can handle all of that rite now.i mean wat am i supposed to do with out everyone who has been there for me and look at me now i hate being with out my buddies and i dont handle being lonely very well,not only that but how do u choose between parents?? i did it once and hurt her and i cant think of hurting anyone else!i regret it at times cus my mom is rite a lil gurl should be with her mom..she is the only one to understand your feeling cus really i wouldnt tell my dad(it would feel wierd).i dont kno wat to do but for now i will continue to reside with my dad!!well sry for all this drama so ill catch you all later!!peace nuckas!!
