Life......
Well everyone, I am starting work in 9 hours. I don't know how excited I am. It will be nice to get out of the house and off my butt and make some money, but in reality I like sitting on my butt and doing pretty much nothing and just running around. I know sooner or later I would definately get sick of that but it is so nice not to have something to do and places to be. When your life is usually controlled by schedules and other people, it is nice to finally for a while take control and do whatever you want.
I think I have a problem of starting too many projects at the same time. I want to finish my scrapbook, finish my afghan and finish my painting this summer. Really there is probably no possible way that these things will get done because I am going to be working, which makes me sad. I just need to stop doing so many things maybe. I wish I could function on less sleep. That would make things much better. I would have more time to do things, that would be great.
One more thought. I am just thinking of how hard it is to come back to a life where everyone knows you as this certain person. They do not realize that you have changed. They think you are the same person that they have know for that last 7 years. It is surprising how hard it is to show them how much you have changed, especially when they are the exact same people they were years before. They may have different jobs, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc, but they are the exact same people, doing the exact same things as we did in high school. It's frustrating.
I think I have a problem of starting too many projects at the same time. I want to finish my scrapbook, finish my afghan and finish my painting this summer. Really there is probably no possible way that these things will get done because I am going to be working, which makes me sad. I just need to stop doing so many things maybe. I wish I could function on less sleep. That would make things much better. I would have more time to do things, that would be great.
One more thought. I am just thinking of how hard it is to come back to a life where everyone knows you as this certain person. They do not realize that you have changed. They think you are the same person that they have know for that last 7 years. It is surprising how hard it is to show them how much you have changed, especially when they are the exact same people they were years before. They may have different jobs, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc, but they are the exact same people, doing the exact same things as we did in high school. It's frustrating.