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Wow, Sorry I haven't written in a while. Been very busy with work, school, midterms. I'm on a break I guess.
Well lately everything has been going awful. I'm doing bad in most of my classes and I got into a little spat with an ex friend yesterday. He really made me feel like shit and I don't think we'll ever talk again. He says that people talk shit about me, that i'm fake, that I just lay myself on the line and want people to love me all the time. I was like What the hell? I asked another friend, who i thought was a good friend who knows him. She told me that I just want everyone to like me all the time, and if i'm not a favourite i'd get mega-jealous. I think she's the one who's like that since she just has to know EVERY ex bf of mine or friend of mine.
Man, people really suck. I haven't done shit to them yet they are the ones who are upset at me? All I try to do is be nice to people..and then I get shit from them saying that i'm too nice and I just want people to like me all the time?
I'm really sorry for being a nice person. I just don't have a single bad bone in my body to be mean. I don't even like fights. I just take it.
God..this sucks.
In other news, I love you all and will start reading your journals more often. I'm sorry! *hugs* =)
Well lately everything has been going awful. I'm doing bad in most of my classes and I got into a little spat with an ex friend yesterday. He really made me feel like shit and I don't think we'll ever talk again. He says that people talk shit about me, that i'm fake, that I just lay myself on the line and want people to love me all the time. I was like What the hell? I asked another friend, who i thought was a good friend who knows him. She told me that I just want everyone to like me all the time, and if i'm not a favourite i'd get mega-jealous. I think she's the one who's like that since she just has to know EVERY ex bf of mine or friend of mine.
Man, people really suck. I haven't done shit to them yet they are the ones who are upset at me? All I try to do is be nice to people..and then I get shit from them saying that i'm too nice and I just want people to like me all the time?
I'm really sorry for being a nice person. I just don't have a single bad bone in my body to be mean. I don't even like fights. I just take it.
God..this sucks.
In other news, I love you all and will start reading your journals more often. I'm sorry! *hugs* =)