May 08, 2007 19:57
Note to self:
Try not to ignore the fact you are a 3rd year student with a dissertation to finish.
Also write down final deadlines everywhere...in your phone, on your forehead, anything. Cus I just found out my deadline was yesterday when I thought I had another week. Thats the problem with going out on constant benders, you sort of forget which week is what, in fact I'll be honest, for the last month I've only known what day of the week it is, I haven't really understood what date or month. I've also let myself get swept away with people. That's not really advisable.
I knew this would happen if I didn't sort myself out. This isnt a cry for sympathy, trust me, this is just simple lament. I had to send an awkward message to my supervisor (who I only showed up to 2 meetings with), asking her had I in fact missed the deadline? I think i'll have to pretend I got into heroin or something. That might work.
I hope I can resubmit in august... otherwise I won't be getting a degree folks.