here i am, and im going to tell you the fucking truth.

Oct 15, 2005 15:49

Well, it has been a while, but ive been so busy!!

Art school is great, i couldnt have picked a better place, or made better friends. My friends here remind me soo much of the ones at home. Im so blessed to have so many wonderful people around me.

I also am on the good side of the karma wheel. all the bad stuff that has happened in the past is turning into good stuff for the now. My mom has a new job, which is something we've been hoping for for years...its wonderful.

There are of course plenty of things that there is need for concern over. But, with my friends, i know we will overcome those obstacles.

There are also a few things i would like to say, since this cant be deleted unless i want it to be. First, all my friends know that i love them, or at least should. If you are my friend, you know that i will do anything for you, whenever you need it, even though sometimes it seems like we are fighting, or dont see eye to eye on something. I will be here for you anytime in the future that i am needed.

Second. Remember to be urself. Dont change for other people, and dont let others mess with your head. Remember what you want, and not what others want of you. Evaluate your situation. Think of what you want for yourself, and your family, for the future. Consider your options, and pick the smartest one, not the one that seems most appealing.

Third, to all those people that i will never like, or have hurt me so deep that there is no going back. Dont mess with my friends, man. They dont need to have a HUGE negative influence in thier lives. What i want for my friends is to be happy down the road, and to be safe, and secure. ALL of those come into play. But i dont control my friend's lives, so i cant control what they do. Some people just have to spend the first half of thier lives getting into stuff, and then the rest figuring out why they were that stupid. If you dont believe me, ask your parents. They've been around for A LOT longer, and seen soooo much more. They know more than us teenagers give them credit for. You never know, maybe, for once, it will be worth a shot to listen to the ones who have loved you unconditionally for your WHOLE life. They might teach you a thing or two.

Those are my words, and if you have negative comments to them, let me hear. I want to hear, cuz i bet i can give you a positive arguement. Bring it on!! lol

But, seriously, love you guys so much.

Peace, hugs, and kisses

Katie
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