it's cold in here

[purplkandigrrrl]

i'm feeling sad
only you can see
strange
how fleeting it all is
euphoric
then
empty.

have you seen the science of sleep?

it reminded me of maybe, maybe not ~ thoughts from a secret life.

do you have a committee inside your head?
arguing over the logic of everything surrounding you?
trying to find answers to things that don't even matter?

do you feel like you're wasting time?

the fillers that aren't really filling.
just empty space echoing in the corridors of your mind.

i'm feeling pessimistic.
you probably won't even read this.
you don't owe me anything.
why do i feel so entitled?

the brain, it's thoughts and process of;
the inevitable question mark
branding another void.