And so it begins
*sigh* It's kinda annoying how I can manage to post every few days when absolutely nothing's going on in my life, but when I actually have a lot going on that I want to post about, I never do. Oh, well.
I have so much going through my head right now, that I'd love to have the time to sit down and think through and write out. But, unfortunately, it is officially sorority recruitment time again. That means that everything in my own life, including all my personal issues, have to be put on hold until at least Monday afternoon.
Tonight was Info. Night. Basically, we all had to show up and listen to the presidents of the different sororities give speeches about their chapters to the girls (Yes, I said 'girls'. Not 'women', not 'laides'. GIRLS) who are gonna go through the process, then mingle a little with them afterwords. It was by far what will be the easiest night of the entire weekend, and I'm already too stressed out. Tomorrow is Sisterhood Night. Roughly 7 hours with my sisters, all of us overly-stressed, trying to meet a ton of new people, and pretending that we're really happy and excited and all that jazz. Can't wait!
...is it Tuesday yet? I need some alone time.
But on another note, I had a really awkward dream today when I passed out after lunch. For some reason I was on a date with Morgan. Like a legit date date. I dunno. We went to her house, planning on ordering food and watching a movie, but her parents had left pizza out on the counter, as if they'd been eating and just up and disappeared when we got there. Oh, and get this: 'her' house wasn't the house she actually lives in IRL. It was the house of these kids that I used to babysit when I was in high school. But anyways, she decided to just commandeer some of the pizza, and some random apple pie/pastry thingie. For some reason I decided I wasn't hungry, so I didn't take any food. We went up to her room, and she tooled around on her computer while I chilled on her bed, sneaking bites of her pastry thingie. I distinctly remember us saying to each other "Don't eat my food! I thought you didn't want one!" "I didn't want a whole one. You gonna kick me out for taking a bite of your food?" I couldn't tell if all that was supposed to be sarcastic or serious, even the part coming from me. WTF?
Oh, and apparently I'm being stalked by Matchbox Twenty's song Disease. I heard it in the Grille today, Somebody mentioned it in one of my classes, it randomly played on my iTunes like twice between class and meeting for Info. Night, and my phone randomly started playing it at one point. Seriously, that one freaked me out. I don't have any music on my phone, I don't have that song as a ringtone, and I don't have vCast, or anything like that. I heard a sound coming from my pocket, pulled my phone out, and it was playing Disease almost as if it were an iPod or something...I mean, is it supposed to be some kind of sign or something? What is it about this song? "I think you made a mistake / You made somebody's heart break / Now I have to let you go / I have to let you go / You left a stain / On every one of my good days / But I am stronger than you know / I have to let you go / No one's ever turned you over / No one's tried to ever let you down / Beautiful girl, bless your heart / I got a disease deep inside me / Makes me feel uneasy, baby / I can't live without you / Tell me, what am I supposed to do about it? / Keep your distance from me / Don't pay no attention to me / I got a disease..."
(Oh, and new om nom animated Elliot icon...mmmmmmm) <3
I have so much going through my head right now, that I'd love to have the time to sit down and think through and write out. But, unfortunately, it is officially sorority recruitment time again. That means that everything in my own life, including all my personal issues, have to be put on hold until at least Monday afternoon.
Tonight was Info. Night. Basically, we all had to show up and listen to the presidents of the different sororities give speeches about their chapters to the girls (Yes, I said 'girls'. Not 'women', not 'laides'. GIRLS) who are gonna go through the process, then mingle a little with them afterwords. It was by far what will be the easiest night of the entire weekend, and I'm already too stressed out. Tomorrow is Sisterhood Night. Roughly 7 hours with my sisters, all of us overly-stressed, trying to meet a ton of new people, and pretending that we're really happy and excited and all that jazz. Can't wait!
...is it Tuesday yet? I need some alone time.
But on another note, I had a really awkward dream today when I passed out after lunch. For some reason I was on a date with Morgan. Like a legit date date. I dunno. We went to her house, planning on ordering food and watching a movie, but her parents had left pizza out on the counter, as if they'd been eating and just up and disappeared when we got there. Oh, and get this: 'her' house wasn't the house she actually lives in IRL. It was the house of these kids that I used to babysit when I was in high school. But anyways, she decided to just commandeer some of the pizza, and some random apple pie/pastry thingie. For some reason I decided I wasn't hungry, so I didn't take any food. We went up to her room, and she tooled around on her computer while I chilled on her bed, sneaking bites of her pastry thingie. I distinctly remember us saying to each other "Don't eat my food! I thought you didn't want one!" "I didn't want a whole one. You gonna kick me out for taking a bite of your food?" I couldn't tell if all that was supposed to be sarcastic or serious, even the part coming from me. WTF?
Oh, and apparently I'm being stalked by Matchbox Twenty's song Disease. I heard it in the Grille today, Somebody mentioned it in one of my classes, it randomly played on my iTunes like twice between class and meeting for Info. Night, and my phone randomly started playing it at one point. Seriously, that one freaked me out. I don't have any music on my phone, I don't have that song as a ringtone, and I don't have vCast, or anything like that. I heard a sound coming from my pocket, pulled my phone out, and it was playing Disease almost as if it were an iPod or something...I mean, is it supposed to be some kind of sign or something? What is it about this song? "I think you made a mistake / You made somebody's heart break / Now I have to let you go / I have to let you go / You left a stain / On every one of my good days / But I am stronger than you know / I have to let you go / No one's ever turned you over / No one's tried to ever let you down / Beautiful girl, bless your heart / I got a disease deep inside me / Makes me feel uneasy, baby / I can't live without you / Tell me, what am I supposed to do about it? / Keep your distance from me / Don't pay no attention to me / I got a disease..."
(Oh, and new om nom animated Elliot icon...mmmmmmm) <3