It's not raining, it's pouring....
Well, second entry in my journal. I thought that maybe since I got a new journal that I would update more often, but, alas, it's been the same nonsense as with the old journal. I've honestly been trying to find the time, but with work, christmas shopping, christmas parties, and just my average everyday life, I just really haven't had time...It doesn't seem like anyone else is updating their journals either...I think the last update from anyone on my friends list was on November 20th, and that was Holly...Guess the livejournal phase is over...For now anyway....
But, anyway...I still haven't talked to Kendall, which makes me really upset, because I have no clue how she's doing, or even whether she is still alive or not...It kind of makes me pissed off that she doesn't even care that I want to know whether she and Mike are doing okay or not...I don't know what's going on anymore...We used to be so close, and then one day she just stopped answering my phone calls and my text messages, no explaination or anything, I am soo confused about all of this....I'm not bothering her anymore, I am going to call her on Christmas to wish her and Mike a Merry Christmas, and I hope that she can find in somewhere in her to atleast answer her phone...I don't think it is to much to ask to talk to one of my "supposed" best friends on Christmas, but then again, I could be wrong..
In other news, I realized today that Kristen and I have become a lot like what me and Kendall used to be like...I talk to her atleast once a week, or atleast I try to....I guess we are just all on different paths in life right now, I guess I just hoped that we could all stay as close as we used to be....But, I don't mind at all being this close to Kristen, she's more awesome that I think I realized....But, the fact that she is actually happy now, makes that much of a difference....So yeah, KRISTEN, I MISS YOU, AND I LOVE YOU!
Anyway, if there is anything go on on New Years Eve, and you want to invite me, let me know, cause if not, i'll be sitting at home all by myself....Sounds like a super way to start off the new year, now doesn't it?
Well, I guess that I have updated enough for right now...Other people you need to start updating your journals too! Damn it! NOW! Because I said so..
-On a far away Starr-
*Tiffany*
But, anyway...I still haven't talked to Kendall, which makes me really upset, because I have no clue how she's doing, or even whether she is still alive or not...It kind of makes me pissed off that she doesn't even care that I want to know whether she and Mike are doing okay or not...I don't know what's going on anymore...We used to be so close, and then one day she just stopped answering my phone calls and my text messages, no explaination or anything, I am soo confused about all of this....I'm not bothering her anymore, I am going to call her on Christmas to wish her and Mike a Merry Christmas, and I hope that she can find in somewhere in her to atleast answer her phone...I don't think it is to much to ask to talk to one of my "supposed" best friends on Christmas, but then again, I could be wrong..
In other news, I realized today that Kristen and I have become a lot like what me and Kendall used to be like...I talk to her atleast once a week, or atleast I try to....I guess we are just all on different paths in life right now, I guess I just hoped that we could all stay as close as we used to be....But, I don't mind at all being this close to Kristen, she's more awesome that I think I realized....But, the fact that she is actually happy now, makes that much of a difference....So yeah, KRISTEN, I MISS YOU, AND I LOVE YOU!
Anyway, if there is anything go on on New Years Eve, and you want to invite me, let me know, cause if not, i'll be sitting at home all by myself....Sounds like a super way to start off the new year, now doesn't it?
Well, I guess that I have updated enough for right now...Other people you need to start updating your journals too! Damn it! NOW! Because I said so..
-On a far away Starr-
*Tiffany*