some people bake, some people clean...
but me, i don't sleep well when i'm stressed out. at least that is the current reasoning i'm going with since retrograde is over and i can't blame that for all of my misfortunes. and they're not so much misfortunes as they are things that i'm fretting about i guess. anyway, i had some seriously weird dreams last night, but don't ask me what they were about, all i can remember is that they bordered on creepy.
however, on the plus side, i think i'm getting modivated to do something better with my life. i'm taking off work tomorrow 'cause the stupid bengals have a day game so parking prices are increasing exponetially so i figured it was better economically to take the day off. plus i'll be way more productive. i have my phone interview with Brandeis in the morning (which tonight and/or later today will be devoted to prepping for) and then the rest of my day shall be spent knocking out the rest of my Christmas shopping, writing and addressing my christmas cards (Katy W. - if you want one, please send me your snail mail address - you can facebook message it to me if that is better), wrapping and labeling all my christmas presents, figuring out who i still have to buy for and making dinner for my family and prob. Amy. if i somehow still have some free time in there, i think i shall work a little on my app for Brandeis and/or search the web for some other job potentials. It will be a good day, but the interview thing is totally stressing me out. which it shouldn't...or at least not as much as it is. if grad school is a no-go for this year, i've got another list of new job potentials to try for and i can always re-apply next year. we'll see. all i know is that something has got to change...and i'm shooting for moving out in may so i've got to get my act together.
and i know that is not terribly insightful, but i do feel better now that i've written it down.
however, on the plus side, i think i'm getting modivated to do something better with my life. i'm taking off work tomorrow 'cause the stupid bengals have a day game so parking prices are increasing exponetially so i figured it was better economically to take the day off. plus i'll be way more productive. i have my phone interview with Brandeis in the morning (which tonight and/or later today will be devoted to prepping for) and then the rest of my day shall be spent knocking out the rest of my Christmas shopping, writing and addressing my christmas cards (Katy W. - if you want one, please send me your snail mail address - you can facebook message it to me if that is better), wrapping and labeling all my christmas presents, figuring out who i still have to buy for and making dinner for my family and prob. Amy. if i somehow still have some free time in there, i think i shall work a little on my app for Brandeis and/or search the web for some other job potentials. It will be a good day, but the interview thing is totally stressing me out. which it shouldn't...or at least not as much as it is. if grad school is a no-go for this year, i've got another list of new job potentials to try for and i can always re-apply next year. we'll see. all i know is that something has got to change...and i'm shooting for moving out in may so i've got to get my act together.
and i know that is not terribly insightful, but i do feel better now that i've written it down.