how does it always...

[purplewaterfary]

come to a point where i can't sleep anymore. randomly i'll just go through points of no sleeping. happens every couple of years.you hear everyone else around you snoring and for no real reason at all you're staring at the ceiling again.this house is cool but i think i miss the noise of the campground, or my boy or something. i have a cuddle buddie and he usually helps. i almost passed out tonight i was laying there with heavy eyes, got up to pee and have been up ever since... that was 4 hours ago.been doing it for days... and i have working at 7 the morning. *grunt* i'll try it again after sending a few more little notes in the world that i am still alive... and awake. come back again and hear more bitching *hugs to all* later days

happy thought: the house smells like chocolate cheesecake and my cuddle buddie is hot