Going Public

May 23, 2009 05:27

Alright, so it's five in the morning and its getting extremely late (or early?) but I thought I could organize my thoughts a bit better before going to bed..

Lets just say that alot has happened in the last year, last few months, last few days... And basically now here I am, so if you want to shut up and listen, add me as a friend or dont. I really dont care who reads this I'm just in a tight situation right now and need an outlet for my feelings *since I have no one else to unleash my rage on at the moment*.

I'm under mad lockdown right now. That means no car, no cell phone, no work, no friends, no life. I can pretty much come and go when I please though and I act how I want. To sum up everything (aside all the differences between my parents, family and boss), in one tight little package: I can't smoke pot.

... FUCK them. If I can do whatever I want how am I supposed to just drop a habit that I've
had for years? Its in my face everywhere I go in this town. You name it, the cab, the bus, the city center... next door! I'm going insane. So, I'm just going to do everything how I did before my baby sis got sent away to an all girls prison... (She recently came back btw... that's why I'm out of control I guess? I'm only celebrating..)

Anyways, I'm rambling and its early/late so I should go. Nice opening letter..

BRITNY <3
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