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Alright, so work has now mentioned making me assistant showroom manager...but still no offer of giving me more money. Not that I'm obessed by money, but being able to do more than just scrape by every month might be nice.
18 days til I leave for France! SOOO excited! We shall see if Jaime manages to survive...I haven't been in the best of moods lately...so poor Jaime :(
Brent got a job so it looks like I won't be homeless come November which is always a nice thing. At least, I won't be homeless if I can find somewhere to live now that I can afford some place where I will actually bring myself to live instead of dark dirty damp rooms in basements.....ew! Now I just have to kick Leeannes butt tile she gets a job and can come live with us too...that way we can afford to rent a whole house and space is good....i like space.
Still haven't decided what I'm doing about school...I decide France would be more fun. I will figure it out eventually I'm sure. I just kinda feel like Im wasting my life and my potential at the moment..and then im like no...theres no point in forcing myself to finish school if i hate it and threfore arent putting any effort to it and getting c's etc. There's lots of things I think i'd like to do...its just a matter of getting to do it...I dont want to go bck to school...but i know ill have to...eventually...until then...I enjoy not being on a constant edge of stress and self loathing.
Em-lee why did you run away from me?
18 days til I leave for France! SOOO excited! We shall see if Jaime manages to survive...I haven't been in the best of moods lately...so poor Jaime :(
Brent got a job so it looks like I won't be homeless come November which is always a nice thing. At least, I won't be homeless if I can find somewhere to live now that I can afford some place where I will actually bring myself to live instead of dark dirty damp rooms in basements.....ew! Now I just have to kick Leeannes butt tile she gets a job and can come live with us too...that way we can afford to rent a whole house and space is good....i like space.
Still haven't decided what I'm doing about school...I decide France would be more fun. I will figure it out eventually I'm sure. I just kinda feel like Im wasting my life and my potential at the moment..and then im like no...theres no point in forcing myself to finish school if i hate it and threfore arent putting any effort to it and getting c's etc. There's lots of things I think i'd like to do...its just a matter of getting to do it...I dont want to go bck to school...but i know ill have to...eventually...until then...I enjoy not being on a constant edge of stress and self loathing.
Em-lee why did you run away from me?