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yesterday greg and i had a pretty intence discussion. he was pretty much telling me that he needs to "find himself" and is considering a job anywhere he can find one...even if out of state (but then he said that he will probable end up working in ny anyway). of course he would want me to move with him at some point but the whole thing really bothered me. why oh why must i end up with men that need to "find themselves"?. first there was anthony that needed to live by himself after graduating because he never had the chance to. he needed all this "alone" time...blahblahblah. now Greg needs to find himself carreer wise. i told greg that if he moves away...that i cant promise ill be around when he gets back.
i know this is silly...but maybe me and him arent going to work. im having all these doubts and am contemplating giving up before it gets any worse. i cant see it getting better anytime in the near future. the fucked up part is that i know he cares for me and wants us to work...but how can we when he is so unhappy with so much in his life? this suxs..i really, really like him keren and am sooo confused about our relationship. he told me that he found the girl of his dreams and now just needs to get the rest of his life in order. the question is...how long do i wait for all this to happen?
i know this is silly...but maybe me and him arent going to work. im having all these doubts and am contemplating giving up before it gets any worse. i cant see it getting better anytime in the near future. the fucked up part is that i know he cares for me and wants us to work...but how can we when he is so unhappy with so much in his life? this suxs..i really, really like him keren and am sooo confused about our relationship. he told me that he found the girl of his dreams and now just needs to get the rest of his life in order. the question is...how long do i wait for all this to happen?