On the topic of guys
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That is me and my boyfriend of 3 months Alonzo. Yeah were both ugly as all hell. LOL But who cares! Yeah, Alonzo is great and all I guess but sometimes its not just enough. Frank and I have started talking, I call Frank my first "true love" what ever the fuck love is, but thats what I call him. My first relationship that wasn't fake or stupid. Well him and Gabby broke up so we are "talking" and we might hook up, which I would hate and love at the same time. I would like it if I got back with Frank and all but there are things that would fuck it up. And plus I do like Alzono and I know that he and I get along really well, and yeah I feel bad for making out with these other dudes and like hooking up with them and shit but its just what I do. There is this dude, I've been like messing around with him (I guess you could call it that) for going on lol like 2 1/2 years, yeah we STILL aren't together, well kind of, but yeah, guys are to much trouble. That is what I like about Alonzo, he does his thing I do mine. We are cool with letting each other have our space and when we are together we don't fight or anything, we are truly happy which sucks becasue I feel even worse for doing that shit to him. Oh well, I'm sure he does the same thing (not really, I know for a fact that he doesn't but it makes me feel better) Gosh I am fucking bored! I just kind of want it to be Wensday already, that will be a good day for me, I already know this.
That is me and my boyfriend of 3 months Alonzo. Yeah were both ugly as all hell. LOL But who cares! Yeah, Alonzo is great and all I guess but sometimes its not just enough. Frank and I have started talking, I call Frank my first "true love" what ever the fuck love is, but thats what I call him. My first relationship that wasn't fake or stupid. Well him and Gabby broke up so we are "talking" and we might hook up, which I would hate and love at the same time. I would like it if I got back with Frank and all but there are things that would fuck it up. And plus I do like Alzono and I know that he and I get along really well, and yeah I feel bad for making out with these other dudes and like hooking up with them and shit but its just what I do. There is this dude, I've been like messing around with him (I guess you could call it that) for going on lol like 2 1/2 years, yeah we STILL aren't together, well kind of, but yeah, guys are to much trouble. That is what I like about Alonzo, he does his thing I do mine. We are cool with letting each other have our space and when we are together we don't fight or anything, we are truly happy which sucks becasue I feel even worse for doing that shit to him. Oh well, I'm sure he does the same thing (not really, I know for a fact that he doesn't but it makes me feel better) Gosh I am fucking bored! I just kind of want it to be Wensday already, that will be a good day for me, I already know this.