May 23, 2005 22:42
so i finally figured out whats wrong with me, i love to torture myself, giving myself false hopes. i totally misinterpret what people are saying to me and their body language, especially men, i mean boys (there are no actual men present in my "love" life). in the words of juilia gruppa: "jessica you are just like chuy, you sit in the corner biting yourself to death, scratching away at your skin, and i have to be just like your owner...NO JESSICA! stop scratching your self missy! you stop for a few mins until i look away an there you are goin at it again". i love that girl. lisa you are finally home, the saga continues