Insomnia
What is it with insomnia? Why does it always strike when you need to sleep, during the only time when you have a valid excuse to escape this pile of shite and sorry excuse for a world that we live in? I feel so pathetically ineffective and useless. I'm a f*****g healer for crying out loud, so why can't I just make it all ok, get rid of all the sadistic, selfish bastards in the world who screw it all up for everyone else. Why can't I build a big fire and burn everyone else's crap and hurt on it? Why does living have to hurt so damned much sometimes? How is it that depression can sneak up on you even when things are going well?
Christ - even my own whingeing is doing my head in - am sorry for those of you who have to read this pile of self-centred bullshit.
I'll go now - need more chocolate (and a sick bucket!)
Christ - even my own whingeing is doing my head in - am sorry for those of you who have to read this pile of self-centred bullshit.
I'll go now - need more chocolate (and a sick bucket!)