Jan 15, 2005 23:09
I'm so sore. Yesterday I was in pain from my period, and today my arm's are killing me from weight lifting during gym class. It's okay though.
My sister walked in on me while I was showering today. Which wouldn't be so bad except that we still have the tacky curtain with the money on it, and everywhere there isn't a bill, it's clear. She said she had to get a band-aid for my father. No excuse. I don't even want to hear it unless he's bleeding to death. And then she stole the Napolean Dynamite dvd to take to Holly's for the weekend since she's spending the night there. I'm livid.
My mom wanted to go to a library, not sure which one, to check out a book on colleges today. And I just said I don't want to do that, not today anyway. I'm terrified of trying to find a college. I'm honestly looking forward to going to college, I'm just really scared I'll pick the wrong one to begin with. That just terrifies me. Today she mentioned it, and I just got so upset and overwhelmed just thinking about it. I don't know what I want to go for, my mom's pushing me to major in something science. I'm considering it. She asked me what my favorite subject was, and I honestly don't have one. And I told her that I hate everything, school torture. I think she's frustrated about that.
My mom was watching the Jets/Steelers game tonight, since her and my dad bet a pizza on the game. I fell asleep on the couch, and dreamt that Benji and Joel were at the game, and they were supposed to announce something. Everybody hated them, since they look like they do, and nobody would go near them. And the announcer dude kept making fun of them, and my dad was sitting in his chair watching the game and laughing at them too, and it was upsetting me. And Benji had this absolutely hideous hairstyle, where 3/4 of it was shaved, and then the other quarter was put in a bun. And to top it all off, he was wearing a visor. And all of it was green. But then they were supposed to guest star on CSI after the game. And my brother was in the house too, but he looked really young, like he was my age again, and he was wearing this awesome yellow and green hat that had the names of all these 80s bands on it, including the Smiths, and I was going to ask him if he had ever seen them live, since it was an old hat and it looked like it had come from a concert. But then I realized that was impossible so I just kept my mouth shut. And then I woke up. And now I'm not tired at all. Crud.
And then I woke up and my mom was screaming at the Steelers because they were losing. My life is dull. What an understatement.