bond that ties.
i saw a round old man on the bus home today
i secretly teared because i saw him wearing socks and sandals
somehow it reminded me of yeye and how he used to be all healthy and well
yeye loveed hongkong dramas, and he is always on channel 55, or watching news
he loves us a lot; he always call out to us, his grandchildrens, to stand in line in the kitchen when he's chopping the chicken.
he will feed us the meat-iest part of it, even before it is served on the plate for the rest to enjoy.
we somehow or rather always get the best from him.
there is a growing phobia in me these days - that i'll lose my parents, my sisters, my family
its probably the earthquake incident that day
my sisters and i discussed over the dinner that if there was a war,
we will run to my parent's office from wherever we are.
my mum whispered - we'll probably be bombed to death while running, ha.
they need to hear the good news.
its not something new to some,
but i realised i dont have patience.