cast slow plz!!!
lately i have noticed i am just living by the same motions every day... life is passing by like there are only three days in a week... I'm getting really stressed out lately and i miss my friends... Recently my stress level got so high I thought about suicide... well not so much suicide but more on how welcoming death would be... It took hanging out with my best friend Dave on friday night to calm me down... Well it was that and what he and I believe was my dad trying to tell me something... Both Dave and I seem to think alike on most things and he understands what I go through seeing how he lost his mom.
Anyway there is one song that can reduce me to tears in a matter of minutes and that is because it was played at my dad's funeral... That song being Shinedown's cover of "Simple Man" by Lynyrd Skynyrd... anyways... Saturday morning Dave was listening to a cd when i went into the shower... when I got out of the shower "Simple Man" started playing... I had him stop playing the song as i really didnt want to have a breakdown... so we get to work and the day is going by no problem... one hour left and the next person arrives... I was walking around fixing the walls and Sahr(the kid that just came in) was humming/singing "Simple Man"... I put an end to that as politely as I could... After telling Dave, he said it might be my dad trying to tell me something... So i went home and looked up the song on youtube... after watching that I went to "45" by shinedown then "hurt" by Christina Aguilera... Listening closely to words from each song I heard what seemed to be answers from my dad causing me to realize death isn't an option right now...
I'm still really depressed and trying to deal with life but I think it will get better... least i hope...
Anyway there is one song that can reduce me to tears in a matter of minutes and that is because it was played at my dad's funeral... That song being Shinedown's cover of "Simple Man" by Lynyrd Skynyrd... anyways... Saturday morning Dave was listening to a cd when i went into the shower... when I got out of the shower "Simple Man" started playing... I had him stop playing the song as i really didnt want to have a breakdown... so we get to work and the day is going by no problem... one hour left and the next person arrives... I was walking around fixing the walls and Sahr(the kid that just came in) was humming/singing "Simple Man"... I put an end to that as politely as I could... After telling Dave, he said it might be my dad trying to tell me something... So i went home and looked up the song on youtube... after watching that I went to "45" by shinedown then "hurt" by Christina Aguilera... Listening closely to words from each song I heard what seemed to be answers from my dad causing me to realize death isn't an option right now...
I'm still really depressed and trying to deal with life but I think it will get better... least i hope...