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Yesterday pete broke up with me... today I can barely function... though I am not 100% surprised... I had these nagging feelings like he didnt love me anymore, but trying to learn from past mistakes, I decided to ignore those insecurities and work on our relationship... He tells me that what I considered a big change (my schedule finally going back to 7am) was not going to help our relationship at all... me on the other hand saw it as a big breakthrough... with a normal schedule I could do things like look for a car, heck just that little bit of extra time would have put our schedules back to where we would see each other again...
I could barely sleep so I got up... walking around the house hurts so much... knowing that it's over... I feel so empty inside... everything I was doing was for OUR life together... little did i know he had given up already... one thing that hurts the most is he told me that he doesn't even miss me anymore...
I don't know... I could ramble on but it's pointless... everything in my life seems pointless now...
I could barely sleep so I got up... walking around the house hurts so much... knowing that it's over... I feel so empty inside... everything I was doing was for OUR life together... little did i know he had given up already... one thing that hurts the most is he told me that he doesn't even miss me anymore...
I don't know... I could ramble on but it's pointless... everything in my life seems pointless now...