and that was the end..
and that was the end..
It all makes sense now.. why i was feeling the way i did.. and now its not fair for me to feel the way i do now!!
You didnt have a reason to break up with me. I did nothing to you. I really cant believe that despite of everything you still insist on finding another fuck. I was always there for you and i forgave you so many times and what did it bring me? that's right.. a broken heart!!!!!!
I try not to be bitter but i cant help it.. its hard.. all i think about is you and how we were happy until you let yourself fall from a 4 story building to only watch the love you created shadder into a million pieces and never to be put back together again. I didnt want it to end, i still dont want it to be over but now that i it happened, you fucked yourself over buddy.. its just sad to see an amazing thing go to something not even worth mentioning for you insisted on acting with a drunken mind.
You tell me i drink too much. First of all, you introduced me to it, and second of all, you get drunk far more often than you let on. Everytime i have been drunk you are fully aware of it and aware of all my actions! I stand firmly when i say this: you dont ever do anything bad.. because you dont remember!!
i love you to pieces but you hurt me so bad!!! :(:(
all i ever wanted was for you to be happy. for me to be happy. i guess that didnt work for you. but.. from what i'm told "the best is still yet to come!"
It all makes sense now.. why i was feeling the way i did.. and now its not fair for me to feel the way i do now!!
You didnt have a reason to break up with me. I did nothing to you. I really cant believe that despite of everything you still insist on finding another fuck. I was always there for you and i forgave you so many times and what did it bring me? that's right.. a broken heart!!!!!!
I try not to be bitter but i cant help it.. its hard.. all i think about is you and how we were happy until you let yourself fall from a 4 story building to only watch the love you created shadder into a million pieces and never to be put back together again. I didnt want it to end, i still dont want it to be over but now that i it happened, you fucked yourself over buddy.. its just sad to see an amazing thing go to something not even worth mentioning for you insisted on acting with a drunken mind.
You tell me i drink too much. First of all, you introduced me to it, and second of all, you get drunk far more often than you let on. Everytime i have been drunk you are fully aware of it and aware of all my actions! I stand firmly when i say this: you dont ever do anything bad.. because you dont remember!!
i love you to pieces but you hurt me so bad!!! :(:(
all i ever wanted was for you to be happy. for me to be happy. i guess that didnt work for you. but.. from what i'm told "the best is still yet to come!"