May 15, 2007 21:43
I think, I've never known what happy feels like. Until today.
At this very moment, I feel overwhelmingly happy I can cry. It's like nothing I've ever felt before. What happened?
Ate Cadbury Hazelnut. Light a cigarette. Then I listen to Death Cab For Cutie's Title and Registration for the first time. Then just poof! I am smiling, HUGE FUCKING SMILE. Grinning ear to ear in fact. Head bobbingly happy. It's like I'm on some kind of high. Even small simple jokes seem to be hilarious at this moment(aka Aylwin telling me he sat on his cigarette making me laugh like a madwoman. THANX aylwin!). And it feels like I absolutely have no problem, no pain, no worries, no sins.
I am, VERY HAPPY, at this moment. Like I've never known happy before. God, please let this stay.
You must know pain, to know happiness
happy