my disease i call shopping
alrighty i have a disease, its called i cant stop shopping for people...although im finally done and refuse to go again until after christmas with giftcards...and for MYSELF FOR ONCE! WOOT.
oi vae i think about you a lot. i was by myself most of the day shopping and everywhere i turned something made me think of you, or i just was all damn i wish i could see you, or something. i dont really know how i completely feel, i know i have strong feelings but without returns or assurance im not willing to give my emotional battlefield over to another 'maybe' that maybe wont happen. i wish it could though, i mean that would make my year. i hold back too much sometimes i think, i dunno. somedays i get vibes and others im like wow someone hates me. anyway. i like you a freakin lot. and if you didnt know that or didnt figure it out you are just a lil slow lol.
in other news i saw sam in aero. yay for hugs, i like that girl we must do something. hmm anything else? not at this moment so im off....o ya scott imed me today after i added him to my myspace, i duno it was a random ryan is bored and searching and adding and he happened to be a random person so ya that was weird, but we talked some, nothing really interesting.
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oi vae i think about you a lot. i was by myself most of the day shopping and everywhere i turned something made me think of you, or i just was all damn i wish i could see you, or something. i dont really know how i completely feel, i know i have strong feelings but without returns or assurance im not willing to give my emotional battlefield over to another 'maybe' that maybe wont happen. i wish it could though, i mean that would make my year. i hold back too much sometimes i think, i dunno. somedays i get vibes and others im like wow someone hates me. anyway. i like you a freakin lot. and if you didnt know that or didnt figure it out you are just a lil slow lol.
in other news i saw sam in aero. yay for hugs, i like that girl we must do something. hmm anything else? not at this moment so im off....o ya scott imed me today after i added him to my myspace, i duno it was a random ryan is bored and searching and adding and he happened to be a random person so ya that was weird, but we talked some, nothing really interesting.
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