Thank yous and grieving
Once again I want to thank all of you. Each and every one. I think I needed to 'hear' that. Quite honestly, I couldn't say it to my mother or sister. I was afraid they'd realize I WAS to blame.
What can I say? I'm a psych mess before this happened.
My sister was blaming HERSELF because she's an LPN and couldn't save him either. The consensus with the medical professionals and the mortician is that it was a heart attack.
My mom was up at five this morning hauling all the heavy outdoor furniture around our deck to put it back in place. She didn't wake us (except for the noise) or want any help. She couldn't stand knowing it was all tossed around so they could get dad to the ambulance.
I guess we all go a little nuts.
Erin - thanks for the Crack links. Plain silliness actually helps.
What can I say? I'm a psych mess before this happened.
My sister was blaming HERSELF because she's an LPN and couldn't save him either. The consensus with the medical professionals and the mortician is that it was a heart attack.
My mom was up at five this morning hauling all the heavy outdoor furniture around our deck to put it back in place. She didn't wake us (except for the noise) or want any help. She couldn't stand knowing it was all tossed around so they could get dad to the ambulance.
I guess we all go a little nuts.
Erin - thanks for the Crack links. Plain silliness actually helps.