live journal
its 2009.. the last time i wrote in here was 4 years ago and now I am nurse. it feels good. Last night I found my live journal and wow, four years really changes a person. Lets see, I found a boy- now hes gone, thank god. I am glad. I became a mom, 2 years ago, and she is my life. Persephone is honestly the smartest little girl and so beautiful, I am so lucky. I got through the NCCC nursing program and I got an award at my pinning ceremony. It felt so good, Mrs. Woodworth, the best teacher ever, pretty much nominated me and I did it at the age of nineteen. Its so weird, I have done so much already, its kind of scary. I want to get some rollerblades. Anyway, eventully I want to get my nurse practitioner in mental health. I love psych, everyone is so real. They are out of reailty a lot, but they say it how it is, and thats how I am. I am not a crazy girl, I just cant control the things I say sometimes, and thats against "the norm" Lets see if i were to go to school for my NP right now, by the time I was 24 I would have it. I would be making 80,000 a year, right now im going to be making 45,000-50,000. Its crazy. I dont really care about the money though, I just want a good boy to be happy with. Just waking up to a boy and falling alseep with one, it is the best feeling ever. It makes me happy. I dont know, everyone keeps saying one day it will happen and I will do good. I belive that I will find someone good, I just feel it will take a while. Considering I feel like im already 40 years old, I hope it happens soon. I guess what im tryin to say is that, I've done good so far. welll im going to go walk around with persephone. good day.