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i felt ignored this moring well to tell you the truth i feel that way every moring
i saw robbie this moring and i wanted to tell him whats being going on with me how sad i have been feeling this lonelyness thats around me but i was afraid what if he really doesnt want to hear it? what if he doesnt care? what if he pretents to care then goes off talking about me
its no fun living your life in fear like this so i decided not to tell anyone just to stay quite and small meek and timid (mouse) they should call me that mouse it matches me well, well at this point and time it does
i have no one eles to talk to in the moring
shana- same fears as rob
lisette- i dont wana bother her and im afraid of her judging me
ashley- ash used to say that ppl only come to her with porblems no one just comes to talk to i dont want to bother her with my problems
josh- we really arn't that close anymore
and thats about the only ppl i would even think of talking to about my problems i dont mean to sound all melodramic but i need someone to talk to i need someone to listen i just need a real friend i think i ran out of those
well anyway on a lighter note its snowing outside wait thats not lighter that sucks ok the lighter note
~#1~
im seeing samer on friday YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! and mig as well
~#2~
parade tmr and seeing mig and MAybe MElbOb yay!!!! lol
~#3~
today wasn't all that bad i had a few good laughs with caitlin's new cd lol "i just want you to knwo that im not a vrigin anymore" lol one of the lryics lol awsome song
~#4~
i talked to john today hes so cute
seeeeeee life isnt that bad Muah
love you all
p.s. i feel sorry for mel she has to deal with mig and krys fighting over her shes not a prize to be one shes a human who can make her own choices ppl back off and give her air shes only a lil one treat her nicely or im gonnna have to kick some ass
i saw robbie this moring and i wanted to tell him whats being going on with me how sad i have been feeling this lonelyness thats around me but i was afraid what if he really doesnt want to hear it? what if he doesnt care? what if he pretents to care then goes off talking about me
its no fun living your life in fear like this so i decided not to tell anyone just to stay quite and small meek and timid (mouse) they should call me that mouse it matches me well, well at this point and time it does
i have no one eles to talk to in the moring
shana- same fears as rob
lisette- i dont wana bother her and im afraid of her judging me
ashley- ash used to say that ppl only come to her with porblems no one just comes to talk to i dont want to bother her with my problems
josh- we really arn't that close anymore
and thats about the only ppl i would even think of talking to about my problems i dont mean to sound all melodramic but i need someone to talk to i need someone to listen i just need a real friend i think i ran out of those
well anyway on a lighter note its snowing outside wait thats not lighter that sucks ok the lighter note
~#1~
im seeing samer on friday YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! and mig as well
~#2~
parade tmr and seeing mig and MAybe MElbOb yay!!!! lol
~#3~
today wasn't all that bad i had a few good laughs with caitlin's new cd lol "i just want you to knwo that im not a vrigin anymore" lol one of the lryics lol awsome song
~#4~
i talked to john today hes so cute
seeeeeee life isnt that bad Muah
love you all
p.s. i feel sorry for mel she has to deal with mig and krys fighting over her shes not a prize to be one shes a human who can make her own choices ppl back off and give her air shes only a lil one treat her nicely or im gonnna have to kick some ass