Someone to love

[purplequeenmab]

This is a werid feeling I have right now I'm alone at home and watching "Cruel Intentions" and you know what that moive does to ppl ... and i was thinking hum.... i wana have sex (snice I'm still a vrigin) but i want my first time to be with someone i love, not with samer or some other guy that comes along i want someone to love... but i dont even liek anyone at this point ... there is nothing for me anywhere ... i need someone new some one cute and nice but there is no one at least of right now lol ... the werid part is that i always like some i always have a crush but there is no crush there is no me flipping out over someone there is no one

Its not like im lonely i have some wonderful friends (mig, mel, cait, chirstie, desi, rob, shana, ashley, krys, alex, lisette) there are more but most of them are like ppl i hang out with not really close friends some ppl in the list are not close friends but i put them there anyway so they wont get mad lol ( now your all wondering whos who) if you are my true friend your not wondering you know that i love you