*decided to be strong and honest like sheila*

May 18, 2005 00:33


So here it goes... my feelings to everyone... please read

truthfull... honest... sincere... and 100% Kelly



Jess- You are my bestfriend and i dont know what i would do without... i admire you and love you. You are always there for me and tell me how you feel... though i dont always listen and take your advice (which i should) you always offer it... even when i dont want to hear it.. I love hanging out with you even when we arent doing anything we amuse our selves and is always fun. I love our talks especially the late night ones. you are very special and important to me and i love you like a sister. I love how you speak your mind and are honest! I am always here for you and i always will be. You are a beautiful and amazing person and dont ever doubt it. or ill have to kick your ass! haha... nah i couldnt and i know it! you mean the world to me...I love you now and forever... know that.. which i think you do but i like to remind you! <3

Britt- You are the best sister in the world. You are always there for me... since i was born! haha. We are so goofy together and i love it but we can be serious too. You always know the right things to say whether to make me laugh when I need it or to help me when i need it. I look up to you and always will! Im so happy that you found Jim and though i dont like to admit it i love him! haha... You are gorgeous dont ever doubt it!! Happy birthday again and i love you always!!! <3

Lauren- You are such an amazing friend. i dont know what i would do without you, either. We have been through a lot and are better friends then ever. You are such a strong and wonderful person. I admire you and look up to you for it. That sounds weird but im not even joking. You also give excellent advice and i love talking to you about everything: my feelings, my troubles, and good things too! haha! you always help me make sense of things. I love hanging out with you and spending time with you cause it is always a good time. Im so glad that you are so happy right now ((you need to go for it...girl)) and i love seeing you smile! you have a beautiful smile and you are gorgeous and dont ever doubt it!! cause i know it!! you are a wonderful person and I love you so much and never forget it!! <3

Sheila- You are also an amazing friend and im so glad that we are becoming so close. I love talking to you about things and you always seem to say the right thing at the right time. Thank you for being here for me! i love hanging out with you... my :lover: haha We need to wrestle very soon! Im glad that ive helped you... and im glad that things are working out now... you are such a beautiful amazing person and i love you more than emo kids love to cry! you are very important to me and i cant wait to drive you to school next year! I love you and dont ever forget it  <3

Justin- Im sorry things turned out this way... i really didnt want them to. i still care about you no mater how much you dont think its true or deny it. I really wish we can be friends again. i know we havent talked in awhile and ive thought about calling you but i honestly dont know what to say. Im not sure if you hate me now or something and i dont know if you are even going to read this but i need to get this out whether for you or for myself.

Grace- I love you so much! i dont know whats wrong with you right now but im here for you no mater what! we still need to get together and watch moulin rouge! haha you are a great friend and you have always been here for me for like 3 years! ahhh i love you! you are an amazing strong person and im so happy that you found matt! you both deserve it so much! i love you dont ever forget that <3

Donna- You are a great friend and i love you. Im so happy that you and greg found each other and that he makes you happy... you guys have been through a lot and are stronget yet. you are so beautiful and never doubt it! just wanted to tell you that you need to speak your mind girl! and tell people how you feel. and not to tell people what other people tell you! haha You are a amazing person and smart too well except you have your moments haha dont put the fish in the bag how can it breathe! haha! i love you so much and am happy that we are friends after all these years! you are a wonderful person and i love you and never forget it <3

Steph- You are an awesome person and we need to hang out cause i miss you... we really havent gotten to talk in awhile and it sucks. I wanted to tell you that you deserve someone better so forget about Ryan girl! haha but whatever makes you happy do it and i support you and am here for you 105% i will always make your bed for you whenever you need it haha... you are so cute and i love you so much dont forget it. you are a great friend and you are a wonderful person <3

Kerri- I really miss you and i dont know if you are going to read this but i want to get this out also... i dont know why we dont talk anymore. you were my best friend for awhile and you always were there for me. i loved talking to you and hanging out with you. I dont really know what happened but i still care about you and wish that things could be how they were. i dont know if it could happen... but i wanted to let you know that i still love you!

Kristi- you dont go online much so dont know if you'll ever see this but...you are a amazing and wonderful person and im so happy that you are happy and found David! you deserve it. cant wait till thursday... we havent gotten to hang out in awhile! You are beautiful and dont ever forget it. i love you and dont ever forget that! green dildos haha!! i would have made this longer but you prolly wont even see it haha love you!! <3

Matito- hmm... I hope that we can still be friends but it seems like its going to be hard. I dont know exactly what happened and why you are acting different and why you changed but i know that i dont like it. I wish that we could just go back and be good friends again. but i guess it doesnt work that way. I miss our long talks... when you always made me smile. I still care about you and love ya as a friend though. but just think next time before you do this to someone else. I hope that you find that special person and things work out. and i cant wait to meet my prince that sweeps me off my feet haha! stop being a racist rapist and killing little puppies. and leave Mrs. Swanson alone! haha

Caitlin- You are the best adopted sister ever. cant wait till monday! ahhh im so excited! haha.. thanks for being there for me. I love you!! and you also give great advice! you are a beautiful and wonderful person! dont ever doubt it! i love you!! <3

Shannon- ehh.. I want to get this out too. i dont want to start anything cause honestly that isnt what i am trying to do... this is to get things out so that is all this is. I dont know exactly why things happned but they did and guess shit happens... but i wanted to tell you that you shouldnt talk about people and none of this wouldve happened. you always speak your mind and i admired you for that but you need to say it to them in a nicer way. you lost a lot of friends a lot of good friends... wonderful amazing people that really cared about you. I wanted to tell you that next time you should think before you say things or before you act so maybe next time it wont happen. I really cared about you and you were my best friend for like 2 years. i dont know what else to say except you need to think and im sorry if i made you angry for this... well im not really sorry but i didnt want to start anything.
Cassie- you are so awesome! and i hope we can become better friends... im glad that you found your boy cause you deserve to be happy! you guys are so cute!! Ill remember to call you after school to remind you to throw up!! HAHA!! you are an amazing person <3 Erin- you are such a kick ass person. gym is sweet! well it sucks but its sweet that you are in my gym class! hhaa we should kill everyone in it except me you and amy! haha oh and penrod cause hes cool! haha you are an amazing person. we need to hang out!<3
Sarah W- AHHH i miss you so much! you are a great friend and i love you! we need to hang out asap!! never mess with a soccer players jersey!! <3

Seana- AHH i miss you too!! you are also a wonderful friend! we need to hang out!!! i love you! <3

Kyle H- i miss you and hanging out with you. just wanted to tell you that

Megan D- haha you dont go on lj that much either but i wanted to add ya in here! you are such a sweet person! ahh remember in 8th grade gym class!! ahh that was great times... great times! god we should hang out sometime! you are so sweet!! ahh your fantasies about you and a bunch of slaves haha! that is so funny! you are beautiful and amazing! <3

Jim- haha you are one weird kid... but i really do love you and think of you as a brother already! im glad you are a part of this family.. just seriously think before you talk! ahhh haha you are sweet though! <3

Brooke- I dont know if you read my journal but I miss you so much! It sucks that we never see each other anymore. I dont know why it has to be that way. i dont get it. I cant even believe that im writting this... but im being honest and getting all my feelings out so here it goes. i dont know why you guys dont come to family parties i dont understand i mean at least can you and ashley and crystal come. i mean do you want to? i know it isnt up to you but god i just miss you so much! i mean i dont even like know you anymore. i bet ashley and chrystal look so different. how old are they now? im not even sure and that makes me feel like an awful person... ehhh I love you! and we need to hang out i mean we really do! call me sometime!! I love you! <3

a side note- i miss so many people from 8th grade... like Katie Brandt and Allie Rotenburg... i see them on aim and i just want to im them and see what they are up to... would that be weird? hmm...

I think that is it... but im tired so i hope i didnt miss anyone.... this took a lot of courage and im glad that i did it though...wow.... ehh... im kinda scared to post it!

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