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they called her name for the people that made advanced on the GEE.
it really hit me at that moment - she's gone.
i cried for the next two hours.
then seth told me it wouldnt hurt him a lot if i walked away and never came back (short version). so i walked away.
i'm looking for her now, chris is helping me.
i have to see her.
i can't stop crying.
it just hurts too much.
i wonder when it's going to really hit me that my dad is gone?
or that seth is?
what random thing is going to trigger it?
i don't want to hurt anymore.
it really hit me at that moment - she's gone.
i cried for the next two hours.
then seth told me it wouldnt hurt him a lot if i walked away and never came back (short version). so i walked away.
i'm looking for her now, chris is helping me.
i have to see her.
i can't stop crying.
it just hurts too much.
i wonder when it's going to really hit me that my dad is gone?
or that seth is?
what random thing is going to trigger it?
i don't want to hurt anymore.