Mar 22, 2006 22:17
I'm in a weird mood.I'm just tired of everything. Well, not everything. People- I'm tired of people. I'm tired of allowing myself to be walked over, but when I stand up for myself people think I'm being bitchy. It's really a lose-lose situation if you think about it. Maybe I'm just tired of being polite all the time. Or maybe my period is about to hit. I don't know and I really don't care. Most of that's good and has worked out well. I've gotten over getting my feelings hurt or not being included. It just doesn't seem to bother me anymore which I can't figure out if that's good or sad.
I'm glad I'm moving Color to a different barn. I am so tired of the attitudes of people and I think I need to get out of the "Wesleyan world" a little. We're moving her on April 1st to a little family owned farm that has two arenas and one is covered! It's run down but hey, Color was boarded as pasture trash before and I don't need to be in a posh stable with the rich little show kids and their snotty attitudes, so I think everything will work out for the better. The people have these show Arabians that are really pretty, calm, and fat. She'ss have a stall, be feed twice a day, and be blanketed. She'll live.
So I got nominated for the Simmons Art Scholarship. There's two others that were nominated as well. This consisted of setting up an exhibition the next day after finding out which was a little crazy. The other two have nice frames and everything and here I am with my matboard and gator clips. I can't help the fact I have no money. Maybe she'll feel sorry for me and give me the scholarship anyway :) My prints are nice but the other two have beautiful feminist paintings, so unless Mrs. Simmons likes horses I'm not expecting anything. It's just nice to be in another exhibition. It's in the Murphey Art Building if anyone wants to go and look. I find out on Monday.
Well, I definitely feel better after typing all this. Hopefullly things will get better in the next week.