Sick of it.

[purplemunkey16]

I feel like crap.
and i know its not because what i want it to be.
i hate myself sometimes because of this.
what the hell is wrong with my body?
why can i just be normal?
buttttt nooooooo.

i spent my teenage years trying to avoid it.
and now when i want it and its okay.
i cant have it.

jeez i wish i had known this when i was 16.