4.21 /4.22 a.k.a. I am not OK with it or moving on.
Warning:
This is an angry and bitter post so if you are not up to it, over the show or are OK with Michaels death, maybe you should stop reading now. I need to get it out of my system in order to find my inner positive self again that I am sure is still there somewhere deep down.
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This is an angry and bitter post so if you are not up to it, over the show or are OK with Michaels death, maybe you should stop reading now. I need to get it out of my system in order to find my inner positive self again that I am sure is still there somewhere deep down.
Nice family photos! Sand, sun, cheesy matching outfits...we could ( Read more... )
*hugs you*
It is weird that the little tapping creates such opposite emotions. I have seen people who loved but I hated it, just like you. My heart broke when she did it and walked away from him and all I could think was how on earth could see leave him behind like that. I felt such a feeling of utter loneliness for him.
*making myself cry again*
It is so difficult to figure out why people reacted so strongly either positive or negative and I think there are many reasons for that. For me it is my own experience with death and grieving and I am sure that you have the same. Also and it has said before by many others but the quick switch from the beach walk, the nosebleed, everybody is happy and then a tombstone was too much in a very short time for me.
Even if we had seen him die I am sure I would be bitching about that as well but it all made it so much worse to see her being OK and at peace when I am sure that she misses him like crazy and goes out of her mind with grief.
It is all very subjective and that is why it so difficult to understand other views, at least for me it is at the moment.
I have the same attitude toward the extra eps. I hope for some great moments and some closure and like you I hope for nothing else so I am not as stressed as I was last time just so incredibly sad.
I am glad you read this because I held on to this for days because it is so angry and sad but I need to get it out there and I know some people are dealing better with it but I am not and I know that I am not alone in this.
*hugs you again*
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