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So I met this incredible guy this week. He is so awesome. He makes me laugh just as much as Adam does, but we actually have things in common. I think things could be looking up for the two of us but I am just going to wait and see. I'm to affraid to just jump into anything right now. I was planning on dating people until I met someone who really seemed good for me. I havn't even got the chance to date around yet I already like someone pretty damn crazy if you ask me. Adams upset me a lot because I am super jealous. He has this friend whos a girl, and he said she was just a friend. Now that he hangs out with her he says he likes her so it sucks. It's like everything he kept me from being she is. He didn't like my meaness, he didn't like the way I dress, he just pretty much wanted me to look like a prep, and act like a tomboy. Now I can dress anyway I feel so its pretty cool. The guys name is Mike hes really awesome lol. He seems to like me for me so I was like yay. Adam seemed to like me for me in the beginning too. So I have a hard time believeing nice guys really exsist right now. I had a PERFECT relationship, and it just fell to peices like that. It's crazy how this shit works. I hope that I can get over Adam, and move on with my life. Maybe Mikes the answer to that. When I'm with him I think about him lol. When I go home I think about him, but I feel like I talk about Adam to much I guess it's all the history we have together I hope Mike will understand that. And what he doesn't think I'm annoying lol. I'm really glad I met him. Wow I jump subjects way to much. Damn Lisa make up your mind lol.