May 14, 2004 14:49
today i sit in the library, it is pouring down with rain,its trying to wash away the humidity. last night i slept alone, for the first time in a while and it was so lonely, i need a hug and a snuggle. and to be told its all going to work out, cause i have doubts as my life seems to be mean and worthless at times. i have only been in the usa for 2 days and i cannot count the times i have cried, i am not normally this bad this bad. this is worse than when i moved here, i fear i have left a piece of me in england. but what part ?
i get told dont worry you be going home in 2 months and that i should be working saying money but all i want to do is cuddle up to my cat and watch english movies.
i know i am sad, get over you stupid cow.............