where did time go
i cant believe its been this long for an entry.
so much as always is happening but nothing at all at the same time.
i fainted in intensive care last week, which was crazy. having all you co workers looking at you and hooking you up to machines.
im missing kzoo. i just saw a post for a block party where i used to live and hammsterdamn are playing, which i know is where id be if i was there. it gets lonely here sometimes
trying to make new friends, but im one of those people who think im impossing on people and bugging them, i guess thats how i felt in america and ive brought it home with me. dont get me wrong i do go out and murph is great but i miss that girlly something where you phone and say lets hang out and watch girly movies or get dressed up and try a new pub. it will all come with time i know
i am looking forward to this weekend well saturday anyway. we have a hallowwen party down the pub, andf im going to dress up. sunday is a memorial at the church for my uncle. im a bit nervous about it as ive never been to one and scarred it will feel to much like a funeral.
i cant believe novmeber is coming april will be here in 6 weeks. and maybe dave???
well i am sounding depressed and im not,
its just these stupid meds are making more emotional than need be.
so much as always is happening but nothing at all at the same time.
i fainted in intensive care last week, which was crazy. having all you co workers looking at you and hooking you up to machines.
im missing kzoo. i just saw a post for a block party where i used to live and hammsterdamn are playing, which i know is where id be if i was there. it gets lonely here sometimes
trying to make new friends, but im one of those people who think im impossing on people and bugging them, i guess thats how i felt in america and ive brought it home with me. dont get me wrong i do go out and murph is great but i miss that girlly something where you phone and say lets hang out and watch girly movies or get dressed up and try a new pub. it will all come with time i know
i am looking forward to this weekend well saturday anyway. we have a hallowwen party down the pub, andf im going to dress up. sunday is a memorial at the church for my uncle. im a bit nervous about it as ive never been to one and scarred it will feel to much like a funeral.
i cant believe novmeber is coming april will be here in 6 weeks. and maybe dave???
well i am sounding depressed and im not,
its just these stupid meds are making more emotional than need be.