WHY
why is it that when you think your life is coming together it all falls apart and turns to shit.
today has been one of the worst. i have had this workmans comp thing for years and it finally went to a collection ageancy as i refuse to pay it as i know i will never get the money, so now they say there making arangemtns for court, so this pisses me off as the people who were supposed to be taking care about it forgot, so now days before i leave i have to pay a chunk of money that i doubt i will see, to save myself twice as much, but it comes out of my savings for england. and also i got a phone call from work saying i wont be paid my miliage (i have to drive people around) as i wrote it on the wrong form and now we have to add odomitor readings, well bollocks to them as i wrote on the only form we have for it and how nice of the to tell me a week after i turn it in, so now thats money i wont see as i got told i will not get the money i dont have odomitor reading for. then o top it all off i get here to find that one of the jobs i am going for now took away there sep training class and i could still go for the job but wont be able to get it until end of november.
what the fuck is going on, wedsnesday i finally felt like things were coming together, although i havent seen any of my friends in 4 days as everybody has been busy, but i felt happy and secure with my move, now im petrified.
what am i supposed to do, thank god for this journal as i would likely want to knock someones head off.
i dont think i want to seel my body for money so my only thing is to go and see what happens and to find a nice cardboard box to live in :)
also today i spoke with my nan and shes have surgury on the 24th aug, so i need to be there for that and it will make me happy that i can be, i just have to really hope i get my first pick job........................
wh
today has been one of the worst. i have had this workmans comp thing for years and it finally went to a collection ageancy as i refuse to pay it as i know i will never get the money, so now they say there making arangemtns for court, so this pisses me off as the people who were supposed to be taking care about it forgot, so now days before i leave i have to pay a chunk of money that i doubt i will see, to save myself twice as much, but it comes out of my savings for england. and also i got a phone call from work saying i wont be paid my miliage (i have to drive people around) as i wrote it on the wrong form and now we have to add odomitor readings, well bollocks to them as i wrote on the only form we have for it and how nice of the to tell me a week after i turn it in, so now thats money i wont see as i got told i will not get the money i dont have odomitor reading for. then o top it all off i get here to find that one of the jobs i am going for now took away there sep training class and i could still go for the job but wont be able to get it until end of november.
what the fuck is going on, wedsnesday i finally felt like things were coming together, although i havent seen any of my friends in 4 days as everybody has been busy, but i felt happy and secure with my move, now im petrified.
what am i supposed to do, thank god for this journal as i would likely want to knock someones head off.
i dont think i want to seel my body for money so my only thing is to go and see what happens and to find a nice cardboard box to live in :)
also today i spoke with my nan and shes have surgury on the 24th aug, so i need to be there for that and it will make me happy that i can be, i just have to really hope i get my first pick job........................
wh