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so yah...woke up late today and actually got to school on time. picked up jesse like normal. its cute she likes my brother. well me and zach are back to our normal bickering. ugh he looked like he was going to cry today. idk. yah and randall is saying oh hes fed up with emily and now he starting to flirt with me again...which is gay. just wish i could stay friends with zach. ryan was cute yesterday on the phone telling me he thinks about me. awww. he made me smile...and i needed that. wow do i miss ri. i miss my dad and just all the little stuff. my dog. my landlord haha kevin. its funny like ill be talking to a friend that were just friends, never hung out and they go oh i wish we hung out more. blah blah. well ill be there for xmas and hopefully my bday too. i cant wait...18. finally. well my grandparents still hate me. ugh i disown them. thats right. oh boy and Mark- i love that kid. he makes Young, fun. wow i dont want him to go on a mission. i want him to stay here. ill miss him too much. and i have no idea what i wanna do after high school. im scared i wont be able to figure it out. i wanna be a teacher. i wanna work with kids. but where? where do i go? do i go to school in Globe and live with my aunt or do i really go to a dorm. i dont wanna be by myself. i hate that. i hate being lonely. well hopefully work wont be too slow tom. hopefully ppl will come visit me.