Confused.

[purplejello11]

So the other day we got in a fight.
You said that you were gonna move on.
Then you come visit me and say I owe you a date.
Confused.
Okay...I like you.
But I don't know how to say this because I've had people make me happier.
In 2 days I was smiling so much because of this one person.
But he is totally different than you but he made me so happy.
I'm just wondering how its going to work.
How do we shift to bestest friend to dating.
I feel like I'm always dissapointing you.
I am confused and don't know what to do.
If this other person has made me happier how are you gonna make me happy?
Am I being selfish or what?
What do I do. That other person is out of the picture...for now.
And probably will stay out and I want to be friends but I want to date you too.
I can't date you on the days I want to and just be friends on others.
Like what if we do date.
And its one of those days I just want to be your friend.
I just feel like I'd be too boring for you.
It would be so akward for me. I wouldn't know how to act.
It would be like me dating Chad.
And that would be really wierd.
I've been told not to date you.
I don't know what to do.
You say your confused when you know what you want.
I don't know what I want.
I'm so sorry.
I hate that I dissapoint you.