it's amazing what three cigarettes and a diet mt. dew will do for your mood...
ahhhhh.... i'm much better now. i went home for lunch, chain smoked, then gave myself a mini facial. (i have a whole hour, what else am i to do....) so now i'm much more relaxed.
so it's two and a half more weeks of smoking. awesome. i'm so over it and ready to quit. maybe by the time i live with burninthighs and sloanpete , i'll be smoke free... of cigs at least... i'm sure that will make them happy, so they don't have to bust me smoking in my room like some teenager. i figured out today that i buy probably 5 packs of smokes a week. it varies if i go out drinking, or there's a special occasion that causes me to chain smoke (such as extreme stress or a full night of sitting in my music room trying to finish some wussy girl songs) so on average, it's about 6. my cigarettes cost me $3.35. that's about, $80 bucks a month. that's just ridiculous. that's like, my share of the power bill and maybe even cable. so more money is definately some good motivation. plus eventually i'd like to at least keep up with brooke if we go bike riding around town, so not dying and heaving and my black lungs shrivling in the middle of the one true bridge would be great.
anyways, back to work... for only two more days.... =)