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So, life is pretty good right now.
I love my family.
I love my friends.
We have such great fun when we're all together.
Its the best.
No matter what happens, my mood can't be dragged down.
Because I will not let it.
Next weekend is going to be the absolute shit.
All of my family and some of my friends.
Bonfires.
Camping in tents outside!
I can not wait.
Hopefully we will be getting our house soon.
We are just waiting on the closing.
As soon as it closes, it is ours! =D=D
I can't wait!
Chillin' with Sammi and Brandi right about now.
We're not doing a whole lot but its fun stuff anyways.
No matter what we do, we always have fun. =D
I miss my buddy Neil.
Hopefully I will get to see him soon.
I used to tell him everything that was bothering me.
And he was/is my big brother.
For the longest time I was afraid that I would lose
him as a friend after he and Brandi broke up.
It kinda did end up that way.
But I can still talk to him.
As I am right now.
Mel Mel moved out of her house and into an
apartment with Bobby.
I am happy for her, but I am going to miss
her soooo much its not even funny.
Things have been hitting me oddly lately.
Like if I think about anything that has to do
with my dead family, I get upset.
But I try not to let it get to me.
I learned a long time ago that you can't change
the past, so you shouldn't try.
But my necklace has really been on my mind.
I don't care what anyone says, you can not replace
that kind of sentimental value.
With memories or not.
But one day, I will be able to make my daughter as
happy as my parents made me on my 16th birthday.
And that will make up for all the pain.
This song fits perfectly.
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
I know some people don't like Hiliary Duff, but she
can have some meaningful words sometimes.
Its not all about who sings it, its about the lyrics
they sing. That is what it is all about.
But I am done writing in here for now.
♥-AmanduhLee-♥
I love my family.
I love my friends.
We have such great fun when we're all together.
Its the best.
No matter what happens, my mood can't be dragged down.
Because I will not let it.
Next weekend is going to be the absolute shit.
All of my family and some of my friends.
Bonfires.
Camping in tents outside!
I can not wait.
Hopefully we will be getting our house soon.
We are just waiting on the closing.
As soon as it closes, it is ours! =D=D
I can't wait!
Chillin' with Sammi and Brandi right about now.
We're not doing a whole lot but its fun stuff anyways.
No matter what we do, we always have fun. =D
I miss my buddy Neil.
Hopefully I will get to see him soon.
I used to tell him everything that was bothering me.
And he was/is my big brother.
For the longest time I was afraid that I would lose
him as a friend after he and Brandi broke up.
It kinda did end up that way.
But I can still talk to him.
As I am right now.
Mel Mel moved out of her house and into an
apartment with Bobby.
I am happy for her, but I am going to miss
her soooo much its not even funny.
Things have been hitting me oddly lately.
Like if I think about anything that has to do
with my dead family, I get upset.
But I try not to let it get to me.
I learned a long time ago that you can't change
the past, so you shouldn't try.
But my necklace has really been on my mind.
I don't care what anyone says, you can not replace
that kind of sentimental value.
With memories or not.
But one day, I will be able to make my daughter as
happy as my parents made me on my 16th birthday.
And that will make up for all the pain.
This song fits perfectly.
Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me
I know some people don't like Hiliary Duff, but she
can have some meaningful words sometimes.
Its not all about who sings it, its about the lyrics
they sing. That is what it is all about.
But I am done writing in here for now.
♥-AmanduhLee-♥